Day 5

So I haven't been getting in as much exercise as I would like to but my eating has been right on for 5 straight days now!  I am 100% under my calories daily and I'm staying consistent with Myfitnesspal as well!  I'm growing more and more proud of myself and becoming more confident already that I can and will achieve my goals!  I have already lost 5 pounds and plan to keep them coming off!  That is about it for now, short and sweet... I'm a work in progress and I am still working at it every moment of every day!

HARDWORK! DEDICATION!

Wow, hurting but the pain feels good!

It is amazing how quickly your body can become "Out of shape" when you don't do anything with it... except feed it a bunch of junk.  Monday I spent 40 minutes at the gym doing a little bit of cardio and then some circuit style work and finished up with 50 squats, the beginning of a 30 day squat challenge. Tuesday morning I could hardly move, eek!  But I still did, I went through the day as I normally do except I was at least more conscious of what I was eating.  I didn't make it to the gym but I did get to watch the premier of my show that I have been waiting forever for, The biggest Loser!!! And I did do my squats at home, 60 for the second day! And today my legs are dying, which makes me very afraid of what it is going to feel like going to the gym tonight and then doing the already dreaded squats. But I will be there, and I will succeed at this because I know that I can!  I am strong and I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this happen!
Today started the 6 week weight loss challenge at the gym as well and also the eating/diet challenge my sister in law and I are doing.  I weighed in this morning at 250 pounds exactly, a weight that is incredibly hard not to get depressed about.  But I'm not going to even go there, positive only!  Ive done amazing with my eating so far today, I've logged everything into myfitnesspal and I'm really enjoying using that app again!
I cant wait to make it to the end of the 6 weeks and see my results, I know I can and will see a huge chunk of weight gone!!!
My goal for now, To try hard!  That's all, and I know that is something I can accomplish!

I AM BACK!!!!!

 (((((POSTED 6/24/2012))))) Stuck in a rut

Well I've worked my butt off all week and haven't even dropped a pound. I'm Pretty sad considering tomorrow is the final weigh in for the challenge. I suppose you can't win them all but I sure wanted this bad. I guess we will see what the results are Wednesday. As for today I've already burned over 600 calories and I'm Headed back to the gym in an hour.

OMGOSH... HELLO, Timewarp or something? Cause it has been 15 months of being stuck in this damn rut if not!!!

Eeek! Well I'm back folks! Anyone miss hearing from me? Want to hear what 15 months will do to someone? :(  I have gained 38 pounds since my last blog post.

But back to the positive, I am back on track and I'm feeling positive!

Made it to the gym tonight and I hurt but I am liking the pain!  Big thank you to my sis in law for making me go and for pushing me as she always does, I am strong and I need that reminder when I am not as confident as I should be!

I am starting a weight loss accountability challenge Wednesday... more info to come on that!!!

I'm excited to be back! Yay!

:)